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it has been nearly two and a half weeks, i haven't talked to you , listened to you, saw you...it has been two and a half weeks it hurts, it hurts a lot, i cant take it anymore.in every message i send to you its like watching a homeless starving person getting a piece of meat in his hands..so precious. that's why i put an end to all this. i cant even put my mind on the book anymore, its draining me. u have been cruel these days , i cant handle this, i thought i am stronger than this, i thought i had more patience , it seems u won. it seems u are the one that has no problem not talking to me. its seems to me as if we are strangers. as if i am a person you just walked by gave a glance and just over passed reluctantly . it hurts, it hurts that i figured out i need you so much, it hurts feeling so alone when u r not around asking how i am , how was my day, whats the weather like, what did i eat , if i studied enough....simple things these little things, that by their absence they seem gigantic and so far away, so strange so unfamiliar... it hurts, u know nothing about how much it hurts...you left, fine. ok. i will not stop you from doing it. i will find substitutes if there are any. nothing like you though. i miss you ...how hard can that be... to miss you .. i am not cruel, i love you .

dont call back you wont do any good

your favorite one