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"every nd each single time i write three dots as a title i just take a whole new deep breath nd open a vein of my own heart... shouldnt do that... others would kill to hurt someone for many reasons and u just go naked in the world... thats wrong... yeah... but life doesnt come with a manual instruction book... u get yr choices we live on em thts why theres always the chance yr wrong... well wrong or right u fall ... messed up agn? ... gd for u.. u jokin??.. no thts gd for u cz then comes a fresh new start... true... well... if only masks did not nd never exist... amnesia.. what?... amnesia... its the solution.. yeah.. always... i never faced a problem truly nd never really crushed it to the bones cz i was always chickening out... thts why these dew days i have been undery bed sheets nd not comin out..... well its time to face sunlight... no shut the lights.. shut my ears ... shut my nose .. shut my heart.. shut every sence that abides with me leave no memory... delete... leave.. lock...."