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sometimes , i think if i reveal my love and affection on a person he/she would just laugh and pitty me ...i really pitty myself the way i am ... i would like to be stronger (in soul ) and just be 24 hours in reality ...


oh heres another thing that came to me just now .... i first said that nothing is absolute nothing is 100% clear ..i mean one ingredient that is only made out of one certain thing ... nothin is like this .. some germ will interfear some other ingredient some air (polluted or not ) and it is not ABSOLUTE ...nothin is... bt as i think that somethin that we may say , for instance : u see a book on a table and u say there is a book on the table .. so this is absolute .. its not a mixture ..its somethin that u say OF COURSE IT IS ... humen bein arnt like this ... or if they say of course somethin is hidden ... may it be a feelin may it be a sense of anythin ? somethin is hidden ...